Glitter In The Air

Up. Funny how time isn’t an issue when you’ve become completely infatuated with someone. When you’re in love, time seems to go by entirely too fast, one whole night can feel just like one second. Shitty days dissipate by recently made memories, your last kiss, or even by a simple text message that made you smile. All of these things are tied together like a huge amount of balloons, pulling you into a state of total bliss. But when you’re heartbroken, seconds feel like days, and you’re just waiting for something to finally give. Everything around you seems to haunt you. Songs, places, smells. It’s a terrible emptiness that eats you alive. I can finally say I’ve been at both ends of the spectrum and I’ve grown to appreciate every relationship I’ve ever been in. To my ex-boyfriends, I dare not say fuck you, but thank you. I’ve learned a lot about myself and what to stand for and not settle for and without you, I’d be a vulnerable girl running around aimlessly giving my heart to those who never deserved it. To the one I’m dating now, thank you. Thank you for being you. For showing me who I am, for showing me what you see in me. You having the ability to tear my walls down, and let ‘who I am’ flourish in the light, is the best thing I could have ever asked for. You are absolutely amazing, Thank you so much.

(via heartandcloset)